Tragedy Is Life
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Tuesday, August 26 posting in the time before calculus lab starts right now... It's an interesting deal... this keyboard is incredibly loud in this incredibly quiet classroom... our professor should arrive at any time now... this is a little nerve racking but oh well... first day for classes was yesterday... this is the first day for this class in particular... and I'm just rambling now so I'm gonna go.. bye all posted by Joel | 9:06 AM *Drops to his knees and cries out to the heavens in agony* WHYYYYY!!!! I want a horse too... dang you Lacey posted by Joel | 9:02 AM Monday, August 25 I'm still cut off... I'm posting from a cafe right now... these stupid people need to get thier acts together... thsi problem was supposed to be fixed by the weekend... it's friggin monday now.... oh well... I'll deal with the noise and not being able to look at homestar runner or anything... they even have a firewall set up so I can't use this line to download songs.... I'll just have to play adom a lot.... oh darn... anyway I'm not likeing this place so I'm gonna go... bye posted by Joel | 2:54 PM Friday, August 22 So I have been cut off from the rest of the world for the past couple days... the internet has been down here.... all forms of the internet... phone lines too... I sucked... real bad... really... anyway life is SO INCREDIBLY BUSY right nowyou know what the first itme I won't be doing something is tomorrow? 730... pm... you wanna see this.... to bad you're gonna... 10 is my concussiong testing time... I have to get tested to see how many concussions I've had and how severe my brain damage is... I can tell you right now stupid lady... 0 and my head is fine..... just let me sleep in.... you're all thinking that 10 IS sleeping in right now aren't you? well... 10 doesn't really mean 10 around her... more like 830... you gotta be there about a half an hour early for practically everything related to football... ad to that the ten minute walk and the morning shower and stuff... anyway you get the picture there... then after an hour of that I have lunch at noon(1130) then meetings and tape at 1(1230) those will go for about 45 minutes then practice at 230(145 getting dresed/weight-ins/trainer time)til 5(515) shower time then dinner scheduled at 5 but I won't get there til closer to 6... meetings at 630 til 730... this is excluding all orientation events tomorrow... which there are quite a few.. college survival sessions from 9-1150.. all of which I'm missing... clubs and organizations involvement session from 330 to 430... clubs and organization involvement fair 430 to 530... then dinner and the rest of the day is nonessential fun stuff.. but still stuff that I miss... I have seriously contemplated dropping football more then once... but I know this won't last forever.... next week will be far less stressful... anyway I'm gonna go to sleep now.. goodnight posted by Joel | 12:56 AM Tuesday, August 19 So I'm in college now... I is all growed up and gettin my real edumacation.... This is a little scarry... ok maybe a lot scarry.. at least I got to say goodbye to most of the people I wanted to.. even Jenny.. that was a real treat.. David was a no but I'm getting used to that... now that he's got Sarah back and all.. well kinda... anyway... My roommates are fairly cool... Blaine is a lot like a slightly quieter Tom... and Nataniel isn't bad either... Coach akridge has been the highlight of the deal so far... he was particularly cool today... just cause... welll.... actually I think this laptop is most definately the highlight of the day... I shoulda brought my dvds to watch... oh well... anyway I'll have a lot more to say now so you'll be hearing from me... goodnight posted by Joel | 11:08 PM Monday, August 11 You know those times when your relationship seems to be falling apart completely and you have absolutely no clue... Cause you're not there? I didn't think so... I've been sitting here reading blogs for the first time in multiple weeks... funny that the day after I send Krystal what I thought would be a cute romantic little email... I find out that given her current state of mind and the fact that I haven't called her in nearly two weeks... she prolly wasn't thinking cute... more like expletives I would think.... anyway... while I'm reading the beginning of our relationship going down the hole(this was two dayse ago mind you that this process started... sometimes they're finnished going down that hole in less then that) I start to think about why in the world I have been completely absentee... I think I figured it out... something happened recently with her that scared the crap out of me... what it is is nobody's business... but the effects really are... That put me into hiding... not concious hiding of course but looking back through this past week... I had plenty of opportunities to call her that I just plain didn't take.... It pisses me off that I would let myself do that but I even now that I've identified this I still feel that fear to call her tonight.... that could be the fact that If I were her I'd prolly dump my ass tonight but... whatever... we'll find out in the end I guess posted by Joel | 12:04 PM |
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