Tragedy Is Life
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Monday, June 30 So I've got this rant about something that's going on at my church... in ways it doesn't affect me at all and in others it affects me directly... the direct part cut close enough that I was ready to crusade against this injustice and even began to set down the groundwork for my campain.. in the position I'm in I could utterly ruin a part of my church and a certain individual who has been the thorn in the side of many for a while now... and I would enjoy doing so... for a time... until I got bored every sunday night because my former greatest hobby no longer existed many of the people I value highly in my life I would have minimal contact with... as it stands one potential good friend I had hoped to gain this summer will be much much harder to obtain... but that is the extent of pains I will feel... so all in all i shouldn't really be involved in this... the only reason I am is that I'm an old schooler and my father is on the board... my opinion is valued because of my father's accomplishments... so far in my life I have done absolutely no service to that church other then attending and paying tithe... I tried to teach once and failed miserably...now I am treated like a wise guru that passes wisdom to any group he is with... I'd just like to tell everyone right now... I'm not wise... my life is stable because I was born into a stable household and my parents look after me and protect me from anything that might unbalance me... I'm not experianced in the ways of the world... I haven't lived through the trials that everyone around me is experiancing... I give advice because I'm arrogant and I like to act like I know everything... my wisdom is common sense and bravado... anyway.. now that the subject has been tared, feathered, locked in and iron box and sent down the river (means I'm off topic) I think I shall go to bed now... goodnight posted by Joel | 10:37 PM Thursday, June 26 Man new Blogger is Ugly... anyway I've been sitting here fuming about something for the past few minutes, hours, ect. I'm not sure how many people know... I'm likely the last person to find out as usual... anyway... something with Lacey that was in my opinion the DUMBEST thing she's ever done.... in her entire life... I just wanna kick some people in the face... specific people so don't be afraid to be around me those general public of you... what I wanna know is 'What happens when someone more interesting then him comes by... trust me it will happen at times... will it be this neverending cycle of breaking people's hearts?'... I suppose this is why I'm the last person to know all this stuff... because everyone thinks I'll react like this... I understand what Tom was thinking but I honestly would have been fine with it... not to the point that I wanna hear about how hot some guy is... I'm not fine hearing that from girls either... anyway getting sidetracked... I know I prolly made you made by writing this but... He didn't deserve this... anyway I'm done digging a hole for myself... i'll no doubt regret this later... especially since I haven't heard this from the horse's mouth yet and don't know the whole story but oh well... it's still a dumb thing to do and that still needed to be said... goodnight posted by Joel | 11:00 PM Saturday, June 21 It's been a fairly dull day... I got my paintball gun and talked to JoJo for a few minutes but that was the extent of my excitement.... I'm just not feeling up to anything today... and it doesn't help that no one's aound today... anyway I'm gonna go read or something... night posted by Joel | 8:54 PM  I am a sniper/professional killer. Which cat that thinks it's human are you? brought to you by Quizilla posted by Joel | 8:33 PM  YOU ARE THE REAL THING!!! Coca-Cola. I like you the best. You are very yummy. Many, many people would love to drink you. You are very addictive and when people meet you, they don't want to leave. Most likely, you are very charismatic. What type of coke are you? brought to you by Quizilla posted by Joel | 8:06 PM  You know the power of prayer! What Bible verse is your life's theme song? brought to you by Quizilla posted by Joel | 8:03 PM ![[Apocalypse]](http://images.quizilla.com/E/ephemeron/1048704100_Dapocalypse.jpg) You are the Apocalypse. What part of Bible are You? brought to you by Quizilla posted by Joel | 7:42 PM Friday, June 20  Australia - Founded as a gigantic prison colony, Australia has turned into a Mid-Level world power. Known for its wildlife and culture. Positives: Reformed. Culturally Admired. Mid-Level Power. Renouned Flora and Fauna. Negatives: Founded by Criminals. Island Nation (Isolated). Talk Funny. Which Country of the World are You? brought to you by Quizilla posted by Joel | 4:56 PM Thursday, June 19 So I went by the highschool today to try and lift weights... of course nobody was there to open the weightroom for me but life goes on right? anyway while I was there I saw these two kids playing with the lockers... they were being incredibly stupid about it... one of them found a quarter in a locker and they were all jazzed about that... They were much impressed that they could open every single locker on the school grounds... like I said stupid... But I realized why they were acting like that... they were being all romanticized about highschool... like it was going to be the coolest thing... I know that most kids get like that... it's normal that you look up to that next step in maturity and all that jazz... this train of thought then lead me to think about how I treated that situation. I don't think I ever got into the whole looking foward to highschool like that... It was just another place to go... just another place to sit in a classroom and be bored... I looked up to the kids themselves but that was because I had played football with all the ones I knew... that's prolly why it still hasn't hit me that we're out yet... this just feels like another summer break... I'm a lot bussier this time around but it's still no different to me... I wonder how I'll react when it finally does hit... anyway I'm done... I think I'm starting up again but I'm not sure... I don't get alonetime on the computer anymore and that's usually when I do this... Perhaps I'll just start sleeping less.. anyway goodnight posted by Joel | 10:42 PM |
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